2021 A New Year… Meditation and Life
I’ve done little with meditation this year. I just haven’t felt it. I’ve had things to take care of and
Read moreI’ve done little with meditation this year. I just haven’t felt it. I’ve had things to take care of and
Read moreMeditation Journal Entry from 1999 one just finished meditating for a half hour. A fairly blank peace came over the
Read moreMeditation Journal Entry about the Fatness Feeling I meditated two nights ago on the futon in one of the bedrooms
Read moreDisenchantment or, Non-Attachment Arises Over the past couple of days (this is sometime in 1998) while meditating I haven’t written
Read moreMeditation, Numbness, No body, No Self I read part of J. Krishnamurti’s book, Commentaries on Living at the bookstore. (in
Read moreMeditation Journal Entry from 1998 Mind Shift… Conscious Dimension Shift… Sitting in the reclining chair with my feet up on
Read moreMeditation Journal Entry – 1997 Meditation tonight. Shut off lights, stared at the orange glow from incense. It was easy
Read more1998 Meditation Journal entry The numbness is very strange… it is like the body is missing… absent… or is it
Read moreI just meditated for 25-40 mins. In the blue room of the house. The mind became calm eventually–but followed many
Read moreMeditation Journal 1998 This morning at maybe 6:30 as one was sitting on the balcony of our 7th floor hotel
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 4 In the evening I sat in the back of the apartment on the
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 6 Today I awoke without any back pain at all. None. It was surreal.
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 8 Virtually no back pain still. My ‘luck’ is holding… If I thought it
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 11 Today started out with rain, ended with rain and had lots of rain
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 10 Unending Mindfulness I thought of changing the title a couple of times –
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 9 It rained all last night – intense rain. I don’t know if this
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 18 It has been nice weather here for the past week. I spent a
Read moreMay 2009 Intensive Meditation | Day 3 Today went well. I had a lot of things to do today but
Read moreAfter yesterday I didn’t know what to expect today. Today was just a regular day, but there was no stress
Read moreThis occurred in about 1997. I wake up from sleeping (in my dream). I go into the living room area
Read moreMeditation Journal Today began with rain, ended with rain, and as I sit here the next morning – it’s raining.
Read moreI added a new ARTICLES section on the lower right side of every page in the sidebar. It looks like
Read moreWalking, Outside, Mirror Meditation – 1998 Sitting in the garage on the jacuzzi pad and towels one couldn’t get focused
Read moreMeditating on the spa in the garage today in the morning 7:30. There was an instant calmness and emptiness that
Read moreWhat is Suan Mokkh Temple Like for Meditation on Your Own? I wandered around Suan Mokkh again today. My family
Read moreMarch 8, 2015 I haven’t written here in a while. My foot felt OK today so I climbed the steps
Read moreI found this post on an old backup CD-ROM I have. I had posted to some meditation group about some
Read moreAlan Watts, one of my favorite speakers, has said that the feeling of ourselves, the feeling of the tangible self
Read moreThis past year, 2013, has been rather torturous. I’ve never felt more lost. I don’t know what to focus on
Read moreNote – This is an old journal article I wrote in 1998 or so. I don’t have the date written
Read moreMindfulness While Rollerblading… Mind Shift While rollerblading with Fern I noticed that when I looked down at the pavement there
Read more“Endless Mind…” Let me sit a while body mass dissipates leaves sponge-like empty form fingers, arms & legs all gone
Read moreThis a.m. while sitting on the balcony of our 7th floor hotel room in Melbourne one was not trying to
Read moreYou know the saying, there is a white elephant in the room? Well, there is one in my head. It’s
Read moreThis occurred on Dec 2, 2011 at the top of a small mountain on the temple grounds of Wat Tham
Read moreI’ve been feeling this for weeks now, it’s pretty impossible to describe, but I’ll give it a try. There’s nothing
Read morePublished July 6, 2010. Page updated 8 March 2019. There is still – after a couple of years now, I
Read moreA little status update – I’ve not written for a while – nothing really happening. I’m not consciously sitting at
Read moreI just remembered this dream last night, though I had it about 2 weeks ago. I thought I wrote a
Read moreToday I went to one of my favorite quiet spots. I layed down and watched the mind as it responded
Read moreOver the last few months 6? 8? there’s been this constant stillness of mind that is always there. If I
Read moresat 23 may 09 Without writing a book about this… I want to mention it I guess because if at
Read moreOver the last few months, there has been this constant stillness of mind that is always there. If I stop
Read moreThis dream occurred on 5-1-2008. [This page last updated: 8 March 2019] Yesterday I lay on the floor in my
Read moreI wrote this on April 23, 2009. [This text last updated on 8 March 2019] I’m not Buddhist per se.
Read moreI was just thinking that it would be good for me to put down in writing some sort of timeline
Read moreI sat the other evening (4/11). It was about 8pm and I had no motivation to do anything else. Not
Read moreThis morning I was anxious to eat breakfast. I had kow pad gai (skinless chicken breast over jasmine rice). It
Read moreLast night an odd experience came to me as the body prepared for sleep. I went into one of the
Read moreFinish the Journey, or Not? I’ve gone for a couple of months without meditating since stopping in September after realizing
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